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Achievement unlocked



Just...feel...unlocked!

At first, I believe that I'm a shy girl which can't speak out.
I'm afraid to speak out what I thought in public, to avoid any confrontation with people.

But through my company (that I worked for now) I'm changing.
Too much problem that I can't handle at first and too many kind of people with different behavior made me feel that I can't just stand and see what happen next.

Clearly remember in my head, I'm crying, literally crying when have the first meeting with her. The sister of "you know who". While some people must be think that I'm weird, since she's only just a piece of cake rather than her sister. But I feel really stupid and can't understand anything about my job. That's miserable.

And the other crying incident that involved another department, and another crying which also involved another department. And one and one another, whoa too much?

But mostly I'm crying because I'm too angry. I can't express my self, I can't express my feeling freely. Just too hard to speak anything (once I hoped that they can understand that I'm angry not a whiny girl, but I'm sure that they don't).

Now, I can proudly present every people a largest smile that I had. Since I've already beat her! whoa! I mean I can speak and explain what I thought without intimidating. That's really a progress...for me. Just can't believe that it's really happen and silly me I kept tell everyone about my story, which I know that not everyone are pleased to hear my story.

But still....achievement unlocked!
Can't described my feeling, I feel blessed and happy and and and more happy hahahaha! :)

Cheers!



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